...born and raised at the atomic caribbean...

Thursday, November 24, 2005

dancing like elephants and rinos

Today I woke up in that mood: dancing like elephants and rinos =)

Blue sky, cool weather, around 25C outside, nice home atmosphere. So positive and ready for the good times :)

So let's make the best of life!


Juan-K

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

What's happening lately?

To those who know me very good you know that I'm a very happy person and it's hard to make me feel bad, or sad. But I know that some of you who have checked my blog out lately have realized a certain mood of sadness on me.

Mmm... well.. I'm kinda of deep thinking these days. Maybe is the music I'm listening every night, the end of my term as LCP, "feelings" confussion, the problems I'm facing or the fact that I just have 2 months left here .

Sorry to all of you who has denoted this on me but you all know how honest I am with everybody about the way I am and the way I behave. Anyway this is my blog and it is a good instrument for letting these things go out there.

Past experiences coming to my mind, lost developing and future opportunities, troubles at work and strange feelings for someone who I still not understanding are maybe some of the reasons which has destabilized my supposed former emotional balance.

Sometimes that desire of feeling in the mood of loving and smiling to everything is not enough. Sometimes you want to feel free of showing the whole of your feelings outside. Sometimes it's hard to understand what is forbidden to forget and erase from your mind. Sometimes you do not hear those voices inside your mind... they sound like whispers telling you how great you are. Sometimes you just do not trust yourself at the time of choosing who joins your world. The blue of a sea you love can be comfortable but it does not kick off completely the fact of feeling this way. Sometimes you hate the way you feel because you know you're so happy in your life that you can't fight the feeling when it goes so down. Sometimes you feel so scared....

La Alpujarra is back!

The announcement was made some weeks ago and now it's a reality.

LA ALPUJARRA is back and rocking!

Check it out:

http://www.laalpujarra.net

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Confessions at 3.45

I confess I'm scared...


about all the opportunities I will lose for taking the big one in Poland. Today I saw them all passing in front of my eyes and really made me feel scared... well I guess destiny is feeding me back telling me how optimistic I have to be about my Polish adventure... January 29 is the day. Hope to come back and find everything in its right place.

Friday, November 18, 2005

I can't wait!!

I can't wait for the weekend to begin!

yes... singing the song the whole time because I really need fun, rest and party this whole weekend!!

please friday night! arrive soon!!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

not the day....

today has been one of those days to forget of..


I got an allergic reaction to some food and I had an emergency in the morning. Nothing to do about it, injections and resting the whole day. My friends didn't call me, nor my family and that person I'm strangely liking was supposed to call me... mmm... nothing. The whole day until now has been lied on my bed, checking my email, having injections and waiting for a not arriving calls..


I'm sad.... :(



Juanca

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Top 10 - the best sex

During a Research Seminary lecture, class during which I get really bored most of the times, I started a discussion with some classmates around this topic: which situation has created the best sex you've ever had.

These are the top 10:

10. Sex when you're cheating on someone (not even in my top 15)

9. Sex with the father/mother of a close friend

8. Sex on your parents bed

7. Sex in the worlkplace

6. Group sex

5. Sex with the one you love (my favorite one :)) (hehehe me so romantic!)

4. Experimental sex with someone of your same sex

3. Sex being high at the Tayrona Park

2. Sex with the best friend of your ex-girlfriend/ex-boyfriend

1. Sex at the Tayrona Park without being high or drunk. All senses in order to enjoy it with the nature surrounding you. (sounds so great!, gotta do it!)